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  • Fell in love the first go 'round .... Baron sings from MY head, and from those of other like-minded souls across the globe.  
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  • ka-os is a misanthropic, moody twenty-something; a wannabe writer, a could-be alcholic. His favourite colour is blood red. He loves conflict.

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    For every boy who ever cringed when he heard Fag-

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    • Boy Culture:  Hot movie starring Noah's Arc cutie, Darryl Stephens

    Must Haves ...

    • Noah's Arc
      Season Two
    • Noah's Arc: Jumping the Broom
      ( review )
    • The Reception
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    • Shade
      Anthology of fiction by gay men of African descent
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    • Looker, by Stanley Bennett Clay
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    Sexting Suicide: Is life over once we're nude on the net?

    Jessica Logan did a little sexting with her boyfriend. Then they broke up. The boyfriend/creep forwarded her pics to other girls at school. She was so traumatized by some real life Mean Girls who called her "whore" and "slut" that she killed herself. As tragic as Jessica Logan's story is, I can't help but to wonder what about our culture tells us life is over when something like this happens? If I flash my secret parts to a web-cam and someone captures it, can I forget about going into politics? Are all 'respectable' career choices closed off to me? Once we are nude on the net, is life really not worth living?

    -- Here's the story:

    Clearly, Jessica thought her life was done, kaput, all because of nude photos some immature souls chose to taunt her relentlessly about -- and may their consciences twist in agony 'til they make it right. But I believe the onus is on society to make it 100% clear: that sex is okay, being sexy is okay, being flirty over the net is nothing to ashamed about, exploring ones sexuality with various forms of expression is not only okay, but healthy.

    America has its priorities twisted on a bi-polar collision course - it's obsession with sex on one hand and purity and chasity (anything less and you're a whore) on the other - both speeding toward the ultimate fiery collision. How many more Jessicas will be sacrificed on the altar of American sanctimony? I'm sure Jessica's mother wishes she'd instilled the sense that sex, nudity, eroticism ... it's all okay, and that no adversary is insurmountable - certainly not some jealous, pimply-faced bucked-tooth bitches in high-school. ~~

    Turning Me On ~ Yeah, really

    Thanx Heartbreaker [another cutie who could wear this song out].

    Saddlebacking

    Try not to envision Rick 'Porky' Warren (of Saddleback Church) during this post -- total mood killer.

    Dan Savage urged readers to coin a new meaning for Saddleback in the wake of Prop 8.

    Well, the votes are in.

    Saddlebacking: sad•dle•back•ing \ˈsa-dəl-ˈba-kiŋ\ vb [fr. Saddleback Church] (2009): the phenomenon of Christian teens engaging in unprotected anal sex in order to preserve their virginities.

    After attending the Purity Ball, Heather and Bill saddlebacked all night because she’s saving herself for marriage. Unfortunately her parents found out because they got santorum all over the sheets.

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    Gotta love those Romans ...

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    Found this cool Roman door knocker on another blog.

    Gotta love those Romans. They did worship the DICK.
    And after all, it is the source of life ... isn't it? Sex had none of the stigma it has in modern society, or more specifically, here in sexually repressed but always caught with its pants down beating off in inappropriate places America.

    It reminds me of HBO's Rome.
    I love that series. One of my favorite episodes is when ...

    Atia ...
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    thinks her young teenaged son Octavian ...
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    has been fucking his great uncle Julius Caesar ...
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    ... and realizing the political gains to be made, she said,
    "Good going, boy!!"

    LOL!!

    Like I said, gotta love those Romans.
    They thought nothing of fucking in front of their servants,
    or throwing supple teenagers at old powerful men.

    Makes my admittedly lecherous heart proud.
    Go Rome!

    I finally bust my cherry ... on YouTube!

    Last night was my first reading ever. What'd you think I was talking about? Hmm ... nasty. I gave my camera to Nathan James and he filmed my ten minute reading. My only regret is I didn't film the entire event.

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    Lil' Wolf (short story excerpt)

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    Darnell sat quietly sipping wine while he waited. The monitor was set up. Candles were lit. That special mixture of sage and incense was burning, as Tyler had instructed. An urn sat on a pedestal to the right of the screen. Still, Darnell felt weird about the whole thing; and knowing Tyler and how strange he’d been, he knew it would get weirder.

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    Jay arrived looking forlorn and deflated in his black suit and dark glasses. He seemed to have suddenly aged well beyond his twenty-three years. It had been a tough few days for everyone. Darnell let him in; they hugged and then sat quietly for awhile.

    After staring at the blank screen, Jay said, “I still can’t believe ....”

    “Yeah, I know.” Darnell poured Jay a glass of Merlot, Tyler’s favorite. After a loud uncomfortable moment of silence, he held up his own glass. “You ready?”

    Jay shook his head. Darnell picked up the remote, but didn’t push play. “You know, Jay,” he said softly, “You were the love of his life.”

    Jay exhaled and put his head in his hands. His back heaved and Darnell put a comforting hand there.

    “Look, Tyler had been around the block a few times before he met you,” Darnell said, “He had lots of lovers and he cheated on all of them. Except you. So when you did it to him, he kinda expected it. Thought is was his comeuppance. My point is, don’t beat yourself up. There’s nothing you could’ve told him that he didn’t already know. He wanted us to do this one last thing; I think we should just do it.”

    Jay nodded and sat back. His voice barely a whisper, he said, “Okay.”

    Tyler King came on the screen. “Hey you two. I guess if you’re watching this then I’m in an urn somewhere. Thanks Darnell for being a great friend all these years, and for fulfilling this one last request. And Jay, don’t beat yourself up, I know you loved me....” Jay took off his shades and wiped his eyes.

    “... This is the hardest thing you’re ever gonna have to do. But I know you can. You have to. This is gonna seem crazy, but I need you to do something very special for me. When it’s done, you’ll receive another message from me. I can’t explain how or when but you’ll know. Trust me. Everything will be explained in time.”


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    Rude ghetto girls gave him dirty looks but Darnell didn’t care. He pushed his way to the front of the crowd. His stomach gurgled as the stage door opened and two intense body-guards emerged scanning the scene like lions on the Serengeti. Even though the object of their affection had yet to appear, the girls screamed with insanity and flash-bulbs exploded. Darnell, the only man in the crowd, stood out like a pudgy sore thumb in the mayhem.

    In the crowd were several older women well past groupie age, one in particular was still eyeing Darnell with suspicion. Lil’ Wolf wasn’t even old enough to drink. Neither were his fans—most of them, at least. The thugged-out only child of infamous rap mogul Platinum Star, had, with daddy’s help, broken all sales records in Hip Hop and had even crossed over—yeah, he had white fans too—making his debut CD Most Wanted a phenomenal success. And with success came rumors. Maybe it was because he was so pretty beneath his thug persona. Maybe it was because it was obvious that he’d grown up with money and the only streets he knew were the mansions and palm trees of Baldwin Hills. Maybe it was his hazel eyes and pouty lips which caused people to speculate. Or, maybe it was just the price of fame. Whatever.

    Tyler King didn’t think it was just internet rabble though. He felt it in his gut the rumors were real. Yeah, in his gut, or somewhere there about. There were a lot of black gay stars creeping around on the low and Tyler took it personally. He’d once confessed that if they weren’t going to have the balls to come out and be the role models they’re meant to be, then it was up to investigative reporters to blast the cowards out. He’d done it before with politicians who voted down gay legislation while enjoying the fruits of man-sex on the side. He’d become infamous for it.

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    But Lil’ Wolf was on another level. Tyler had been stalking him to prove his theory—taking pictures, digging for dirt, knowing he’d eventually catch the hot young star with his pants down. So to speak. And he must’ve found something. The night he died he’d given a package to his best friend with instructions to open it if anything should happen.

    “What do you mean, don’t open it?” Darnell narrowed his eyes, glancing around Tyler’s apartment. “Does this have something to do with your little witch friend?”

    “Madame D’Gosa is not a witch. Don’t belittle shit you don’t understand. And this is not about her anyway—well ... sorta not. Look, just trust me on this, seriously. Just take it.” He pushed the shoe-box sized package against Darnell’s torso. “Alright, alright, just put it down. I just got here.” Darnell brushed him aside, his attention on the computer. Images flashed. “And what’s this? Is that who I think it is?”

    “The one and only.”

    “And who’s that he’s with? Is that Omega?”

    “Yup. His one and only.”

    “You really want that boy to be gay, don’t you?” Darnell eyed him with an air of sympathy that annoyed Tyler.

    “He is gay.” Tyler’s eyebrow rose.

    “Prove it.”

    “Keep watching.”

    They did. Darnell remained quiet until all the pictures had shown and began to repeat. “I don’t see any proof here. I thought you were gonna catch them in a lip lock or something. All these pictures say is that they hang out.”

    “In his hotel room. In their underwear. If you or I was in that room with them running around like that, somebody would get fucked. Am I right?”

    “That’s aside from the point. But this doesn’t say they’re gay. Media Take Out would make that leap, but I don’t think it would hold up on Judge Judy. And aren’t they doing a concert tour together?”

    “Yeah, and ain’t that sweet?” Tyler grew fidgety. “I’m telling you they’re fuckin’. What better way for the two of them to disguise spending time together 24/7 than to do a tour together? It’s kinda genius actually. But I’m not fooled. They usually close the drapes, but this early morning they clearly wanted some daylight. C’mon, it’s obvious. My gut knows it. Madame D’Gosa said my gut is never wrong.”

    “Okay, you seriously need to stop listening to that crazy bitch. A spiritual advisor who reads burning bowls of pot pourri? Jesus Christ, Tyler. She’s a witch. I knew you took your break-up with Jay pretty hard, but ....”

    “This has nothing to do with ....”

    “You have got to see how weird this is. How did you even get these pictures anyway? Have you been stalking him?”

    “No. I wasn’t stalking him. I uh ... just happened to be on the roof across the street.”

    “With a high powered zoom aimed at his,” Darnell leaned closer to the screen, “... Dolce & Gabbana boxer briefs?”

    “You make it sound perverted.”

    “Oh, forgive me; I forgot. Your voyeurism has a higher purpose.”

    “Look, how else was I gonna get the proof I needed, send him a questionnaire asking if he sucks dick?”

    “Why the hell is this so important to you anyway?”

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    Tyler looked frustrated and threw Darnell a weary glance. “If you already don’t know, then I can’t explain it.” Darnell went uncharacteristically quiet. Tyler turned back to the screen but could feel Darnell’s stare. “Lil’ Wolf always stays in that same suite when he’s in Manhattan. The bathroom has a marble Jacuzzi big enough for eight people. And in the adjoining suite, guess who stays there?”

    “Uhm ... Omega?”

    “Mr. Boy Band himself. Don’t ask me how I found out, let’s just say they should pay hotel staffers more.”

    “You’ve been stalking him, like I said.”

    “Haven’t. I’ve been researching him. There’s a difference.”

    “A microscopic one.”

    “Look, I’m not John Hinckley tryna to get a date with Jodie Foster here. I don’t wanna get in his pants, Darnell. That’s not what this is about!”

    “You sure about that? He is beautiful, and he’s barely legal so you know that’s up your alley. Are you telling me you don’t fantasize about fucking him?”

    “No. I don’t.”

    “Liar. You and Jay sat in my living room watching Lil’ Wolf’s new video and you both were practically drooling. You know it’s true. And I’m telling you, this whole obsession phase of yours started after your break-up. First you consult a witch to ....”

    “She’s not a witch! Damn Darnell, she helped me through a really bad time.”

    “You’ve been through bad break-ups before and you never lost your damn mind. Okay, well, you and Antonio crashing your cars into each other was nuts, but that was momentary insanity brought on by ... what was it ...?”

    “The brick he threw through my window.”

    “Right. See, understandable. But this Lil’ Wolf thing is nuts. You wanna fuck that boy, admit it. You wanna replace Jay with him.”

    “That’s nuts.”

    Darnell smiled as if his new theory was fact. “It’s the oldest motivation in the book—get back at your ex by hooking up with someone ten times hotter.”

    “That’s bullshit. It’s petty and beneath me.” Tyler turned away and walked across the room.

    Darnell followed, “Even if there was a vague possibility of you pulling off this coupe, like, somehow, the stars aligned in just the right way to make Lil’ Wolf kick Omega’s sexy ass to the curb and fall madly in love with you,” Darnell chuckled. “I mean, if that highly unlikely event took place, do you ....”

    “What’s your fuckin’ point?”

    “Do you think that’s gonna make Jay take you back? Hooking up with a rap star half your age?” His chuckle morphed into a cackle, reminding Tyler he did indeed have a witch in his life.

    Tyler snatched the package off the counter and thrust it at Darnell. “Just shut the fuck up and take the damn box with you. I got shit to do. I’ll call you later, okay?”

    But he never did. The only phone call Darnell got was the disturbing one a few days later......


    Dean Johnson's reading for Filth: Best Gay Erotica 2008

    WEDNESDAY, FEBRUARY 20, 2008 8PM ~~ FREE

    DEAN JOHNSON'S READING FOR FILTH: BEST GAY EROTICA 2008 RAPTURE CAFE & BOOKS 200 AVENUE A http://www.rapturecafe.com/

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    The queer reading series celebrates the release of BEST GAY EROTICA 2008 with editor and host Emanuel Xavier and featured contributors Lee Houck, Taylor Siluwé, Andrew McCarthy, Charlie Vasquez, Tom Cardamore and Sam J. Miller. Books will be available for sale and signing. Sponsored by NEXT and Christiania Vodka. Open bar 7-8pm.

    Best Gay Erotica-2008 -- 'Breeding Season', live reading in NYC

    Wet & Wild @ SPLASH!

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    It's was a great night @ SPLASH, with everyone celebrating the 2nd season of Noah's Arc with a preview screening.

    Stripper boys were everywhere and the Long Island Iced-Tea's were $3, therefore, it was literally wet and wild and I quickly forgot about Noah, Patrik and the gang ... and my camera drifted toward lasciviousness.

    Sadly, I only got one barely usable pic of Darryl Stephens (Noah). I should rename this album ... but, oh well, it is what it is.

    Enjoy. I damn-sure did.

    More Darryl Stephens ...



    Noah's Arc: Jumping the Broom
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    Noah's Arc
    the groundbreaking series by Patrik-Ian Polk


    Noah's Arc
    Season Two




    Breeding Season on Velvet Mafia

    16a_1 I love stories with an erotic element. Everyone does, whether they admit it or not.

    Eroticism is what keeps us moving, keeps life rolling along ... and makes us do all those nasty little things that I love to read and write about.

    Velvet Mafia, the wildly popular web-zine, first published my apocalyptically steamy tale, When Romeo Wakes. It soon graduated to the anthology, Law of Desire.
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    Now they've published another of my erotically-charged short stories ... Breeding Season about a school-boy friendship like no other. Or maybe it's typical, you decide.

    For fiction lovers, who like it raw ... Velvet Mafia isn't touted as Dangerous for nothing.

    Enjoy ...